January 2011
Trust me and I'll trust you.
it’s getting to me. everytime i see jelly or i see cupcake it just gets to me.
1.26.2011
i guess i just love her too much i can’t tell her i love you i can’t say i love you out loud like that i can’t tell her how i really feel i can’t get close to her because i love her so much, that if i get too close, i am scared to lose her in the future. i guess i found out something new about myself. i can’t say i love you out loud to a person i really truly do...
i give up. i do. and i know that this is really wrong of me. but it is so hard. i don’t know how much longer i can keep up with this. i hope everything between you and her will be okay, and maybe just maybe go her way. but as of now, i really don’t know what i am suppose to be feeling. it’s just so confusing now.. Whirly; Peony
What's So Important In Life?
a little girl asked me this today. i didn’t know the answer. but i gave her all i’ve got. ME: O: 1) life itself was given to you, appreciate it 2) we get to experience all the emotions throughout life 3) we meet new people and learn from them 4) life is important, because you are only given one, cherish it HER: But. Life is so ish. It always gives u hope and then all of that hope...
Rant
i’m fed up with your attitude. who do you think you are? so you come up to me, talk to me about him; but when other people comes you treat me like i am invisible. i have feelings too you know… i know you like him, i am also happy that you trust me. and i promise i won’t say anything. just, i got mad because i am like your… back up friend. you come to me when the other...
Which birthday are you in ? →
blame-the-alcohol:
kushkrazy:
JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but...
1.16.2011 (10:00 pm) a crying day a day for us to look back and say, wow 1) Taeyang at soho, and i missed out on it! 2) Peony and Kathy fight 3) Peony Cry 4) Kathy Cry 5) Everyone Cry Cry 1.16.2011 (11:30 pm) Every one talk talk every one okay okay Happy Day Ended :D
Anyone can say things to please others. Don't...
promise-the-unspoken asked: no, i didn`t have a right to hate you because i didn`t know you at all, you don`t have to apologize. and i hurt him too, but i guess that you were honest about it like i was, even though it might have came at his expense. anyways, someone a while ago told me that you didn`t really like him that much, only like a crush. and for a while i believed it but the more i thought about it, i just couldn`t...
Facebook is just like the reality; your profile changes without your permission, and when you ask for it to go back to the way things were, it will never happen.
promise-the-unspoken asked: no, i didn`t have a right to hate you because i didn`t know you at all, you don`t have to apologize. and i hurt him too, but i guess that you were honest about it like i was, even though it might have came at his expense. anyways, someone a while ago told me that you didn`t really like him that much, only like a crush. and for a while i believed it but the more i thought about it, i just couldn`t...
promise-the-unspoken asked: so i`m sure that kathy told you i was going to leave you a message, so here it is. before 2011 started, i`ve been doing a lot of reflecting and some where along the way, you came up. i`ll admit it, i really did hate you at one point. why ? because you dated aaron when i still loved him, not that anyone knew of course. and that you hurt him. but that`s none of my business, your relationship with...
promise-the-unspoken asked: so i`m sure that kathy told you i was going to leave you a message, so here it is. before 2011 started, i`ve been doing a lot of reflecting and some where along the way, you came up. i`ll admit it, i really did hate you at one point. why ? because you dated aaron when i still loved him, not that anyone knew of course. and that you hurt him. but that`s none of my business, your relationship with...
It is hard to fake a smile. But i am getting used to it. I hate you Kathy, for knowing exactly when i am doing so. I hate you. I Love You. Thank You for seeing through that smile, thank you for being there, thank you for helping me change the subject when i am going through some emotional crisis.. D: Thanks, Forever and there for you too. :) Sincerely; Peony
Anonymous.
I’m Speechless. Nothing. No More. I finally learned Wells, i got home pretty late today. Pretty much broke my record. Today was suppose to be a snow day, but then the Bloomberg said “All them New York City Public Schools Are Open.” But, i was actually pretty glad that school was open today because my friend confessed to cupcake. ” I know your in a bad mood, but...
Life as we know it changed
We learn lessons in class, then we apply it in our problems. In the real world we get in a problem then learn a valuable lesson. _____________________________________________________________ Music can trigger a persons weakness when we listen to music, we are all vulnerable to all sorts of viruses like love no matter how much we try, we will all end up thinking we fell in love with someone...
Catching Up
hey, i haven’t been feeling like blogging for a long time. today, i came on to talk. just to say everything i am feeling right now. 2010 a year that pretty much changed my life. February 12, 2010; the day that changed me. March 19, 2010; the day that things ended. Summer 2010 i was volunteering at Seward Park
September 2010 New school year , Sophomore i learned a lot of new things...
